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When he woke in the woods in the dark and the cold of the night he’d reach out to touch the child sleeping beside him. Nights dark beyond darkness and the days more gray each one than what had gone before. Like the onset of some cold glaucoma dimming away the world. His hand rose and fell softly with each precious breath. He pushed away the plastic tarpaulin and raised himself in the stinking robes and blankets and looked toward the east for any light but there was none. In the dream from which he’d wakened he had wandered in a cave where the child led him by the hand. Their light playing over the wet flowstone walls. Like pilgrims in a fable swallowed up and lost among the inward parts of some granitic beast.

There was a perfunctory knock at the door, and then Rosalind stuck her head in, looking apologetic. “I’m sorry to disturb you, ma’am, but it’s Fred Clark, asking to see you. He seems-” “Refresh me. Who is Fred Clark?” Mrs. Sigsby took off her reading glasses and rubbed the sides of her nose. “One of the janitors.” “Find out what he wants and tell me later. If we’ve got mice chewing the wiring again, it can wait. I’m busy.” “He says it’s important, and he seems extremely upset.” Mrs. Sigsby sighed, closed the folder, and put it in a drawer. “All right, send him in. But this had better be good.” It wasn’t. It was bad. Very.

They sat next to each other on the log under the tree, smoking quietly and staring at the grassy clearing beyond the shade. Mark was in fact more mature than Ricky at the age of eight. He was more mature than any kid his age. He’d always been mature. He had hit his father with a baseball bat when he was seven. The aftermath had not been pretty, but the drunken idiot had stopped beating their mother. There had been many fights and many beatings, and Dianne Sway had sought refuge and advice from her eldest son. They had consoled each other and conspired to survive. They had cried together after the beatings. They had plotted ways to protect Ricky. When he was nine, Mark convinced her to file for divorce. He had called the cops when his father showed up drunk after being served with divorce papers.

For a moment, I let myself stare at him. It’s hard to believe that the soft-centered little boy who would cry when his hands got sticky with propolis from the hives can now lift a super full of forty pounds of honey as if it weighs no more than his hockey stick. Asher is over six feet tall, but even as he was growing, he was never ungainly. He moves with the kind of grace you find in wildcats, the ones that can steal away a kitten or a chick before you even realize they’ve gone. Asher has my blond hair and the same ghost-green eyes, for which I have always been grateful.

The truth is, I often have trouble with social situations; it’s as though everyone is playing an elaborate game with complex rules they all know, but I’m always playing for the first time. I make etiquette mistakes with alarming regularity, offend when I mean to compliment, misread body language, say the wrong thing at the wrong time. It’s only because of my gran that I know a smile doesn’t necessarily mean someone is happy. Sometimes, people smile when they’re laughing at you. Or they’ll thank you when they really want to slap you across the face. Gran used to say my reading of behaviors was improving—every day in every way, my dear—but now, without her, I struggle. Before, when I rushed home after work, I’d throw open the door to our apartment and ask her questions I’d saved up over the day.

Όμως, είμαι τυχερή που έχω ακόμη κι αυτή τη θέση. Σε κανέναν δεν αρέσουν οι εργαζόμενοι που έχουν περάσει από ανάκριση, έστω κι αν ο ανακριτής με απάλλαξε από κάθε κατηγορία! Μάλιστα, την είχε συγχαρεί για την ετοιμότητα πνεύματος και το κουράγιο που επέδειξε. Για ανάκριση, δε θα μπορούσε να πάει καλύτερα. Και η κυρία Χάμιλτον ήταν η προσωποποίηση της καλοσύνης απέναντί της. Μόνο ο Χιούγκο… όμως όχι… δε θα σκεφτόταν τον Χιούγκο! Ξαφνικά, παρά τη ζέστη μέσα στο βαγόνι, τη διαπέρασε ρίγος. Ευχήθηκε να μην πήγαινε στη θάλασσα. Μια εικόνα εμφανίστηκε καθαρά στον νου της: Το κεφάλι του Σίριλ να ανεβοκατεβαίνει, να κολυμπά προς τον βράχο… Πάνω κάτω, πάνω κάτω… Κι εκείνη να κολυμπά με άνετες απλωτές πίσω του… να σκίζει τη θάλασσα, ξέροντας όμως με απόλυτη βεβαιότητα ότι δε θα προλάβαινε…