Βιβλία σαν το «Και δεν έμεινε κανένας»

I lived at number twenty-three Blenheim Road for five years, blissfully happy and utterly wretched. I can’t look at it now. That was my first home. Not my parents’ place, not a flatshare with other students, my first home. I can’t bear to look at it. Well, I can, I do, I want to, I don’t want to, I try not to. Every day I tell myself not to look, and every day I look. I can’t help myself, even though there is nothing I want to see there, even though anything I do see will hurt me.

ONEThe bodies were discovered at eight forty-five on the morning of Wednesday 18 September by Miss Emily Wharton, a sixty-five-year-old spinster of the parish of St. Matthew’s in Paddington, London, and Darren Wilkes, aged ten, of no particular parish as far as he knew or cared. This unlikely pair of companions had left Miss Wharton’s flat in Crowhurst Gardens just before half past eight to walk the half-mile stretch of the Grand Union Canal to St. Matthew’s Church.

"Comrades!" he cried. "You do not imagine, I hope, that we pigs are doing this in a spirit of selfishness and privilege? Many of us actually dislike milk and apples. I dislike them myself. Our sole object in taking these things is to preserve our health. Milk and apples (this has been proved by Science, comrades) contain substances absolutely necessary to the well-being of a pig. We pigs are brainworkers. The whole management and organisation of this farm depend on us. Day and night we are watching over your welfare. It is for YOUR sake that we drink that milk and eat those apples. Do you know what would happen if we pigs failed in our duty? Jones would come back! Yes, Jones would come back!

It was only lately that the doctor had chosen this lonely lodging. He had been happy enough in the big old house which had been his father’s, until he had heard voices whispering to him at night and the creak of boards and had seen shapes vanishing along the dark corridors, and then in his madness he had conceived the idea that his servants were conspiring against him and that he might any night be murdered in his bed. So he had the gardener turned out of his cottage, had refurnished the little house, and there, behind locked doors, he read and thought and slept the nights away. Gonsalez had heard of this peculiarity and approached the cottage with some caution, for a frightened man is more dangerous than a wicked man.

"On the other hand," Ellis went on, "I had a forty-two-year-old patient in Stockholm some years ago who banged his head on a windowsill. He began to feel sick immediately and was taken by ambulance to the ER. When I got to him he was unconscious. He had a small bump and a very slight bruise. But he never regained consciousness and died after nine days in intensive care. To this day I have no idea why he died. In the autopsy report, we wrote brain haemorrhage resulting from an accident, but not one of us was satisfied with that assessment. The bleeding was so minor, and located in an area that shouldn’t have affected anything else at all. And yet his liver, kidneys, heart, and lungs shut down one after the other. The older I get, the more I think it’s like a game of roulette.

Και ο γερωζήτουλας στο μελαγχολικόν αυτό γοργογύρισμα του νου απάντησεν έξαφνα τα δικά του ταξίδια. Συγκινημένος εγύρισε τον αντικρυνό τοίχο κι εστύλωσε τα μάτια του ακίνητα. Ένα με τ’ άλλο εκρέμονταν εκεί ολάκερα είκοσι μπαστούνια, που αντιπροσώπευαν είκοσι ταξίδια, δυο και τρία χρόνια το καθένα. Κι εύρισκε τώρα σε καθενός την στάση και την έκφραση ολόγραφη την ιστορία των ταξιδιών του. Το πρώτο στην δεξιά του τοίχου άκρη, ένα μικρό και λιανό μπαστουνάκι, σπασμένο σε δύο, κλαψιάρικο, χαμένο και ηλίθιο, έλεγε την εποχή, που μικρός και άμαθος έκαμε το πρώτο ταξίδι κάτω από την άγρυπνην επιτήρηση του πατέρα του. Έχασε τότε τη σακκούλα με τα κέρδη και ο γέροντας έσπασε στη ράχη το μπαστούνι του και τον έβαλεν έπειτα να το κρεμάση στον τοίχο για ενθύμηση.